AM: tell me about one of the entertainments you had when you were about ten or twelve years old.
Me: you mean what I used to do related to a series?
Me: it was a crazy thing. In a way I’m embarrassed to tell it. But here I go. At that time, I used to watch series on TV. They were shows that were on once a week, and they told the story according to what they depicted. There were several that I watched, like «Nuclear Man», «Charlie’s Angels», «The Ingalls Family», or the «Dallas» or «Dynasty» stories. The thing was, what I used to do when I played was, instead of putting together a story, I used to put together the cast of the story that was already there.
AM: the family story
Me: exactly! I didn’t need to put the story together. It was already present. It was everything that was happening in my life and what was happening to everyone around me. Where the protagonist was me. Also, my parents, my sister, my grandparents, my aunts and uncles, cousins and then there were the supporting actors like neighbors, friends, and then the special guests, who were those who appeared once or twice in life.
AM: you didn’t need to invent a story, because you already had it and you lived it every day.
Me: and each situation, each moment, represented part of a chapter that, as time went by, some of the protagonists changed. Some were left aside, others continued, new ones appeared. But the story was there, and it haunted my life and those around me.
AM: And of course, those protagonists who played your life and everyone’s life in the program were the stars of the moment.
Me: of course. From Paul Newman, Sophia Loren, Gina Lollobrigida, Michael Landon, Sydney Poitier, Patrick Duffy, Linda Carter, Marlon Brando, Bette Davis… everyone I could think of at the time.
AM: renowned actors to play the family. And in your case, who represented you
Me: there was no one to play me. It’s just that the series was projected from my eyes. It was like the camera was me and I could only see who I was when I looked at myself in the mirror or reflected myself somewhere.
AM: and when that happened?
Me: I was myself.
AM: I mean, you were part of the cast.
Me: Yes. And I knew I had a huge audience. And that not only could they see the stories of those around me, but they could experience my own story, my thoughts and all my actions. They knew everything about me.
AM: and you felt that your series was watched by millions of people who followed your stories every day.
Me: it was something like the movie The Truman Show but knowing that I was the protagonist of the series.
AM: obviously you were clear that it was just a game, although it has always remained that there may be something beyond this third dimension that allows the story that entertained you, had some reality.
Me: I never stopped thinking that my story is seen and observed by many beings. That they see all the good and all the bad that I do, applying the morality that is so present in our society. And where, besides me as the protagonist, there are the other protagonists who were very important in this story along my path, where some fulfilled their performance until they followed their path, others appeared and took a place in this story, and today they are as protagonists as those others, as well as special performances of people who are present at some point in my story, and who leave me a teaching, a life lesson that makes them important in this path.
AM: The story of your story in a TV series. Where you are the director, you choose the characters that accompany you, you look for the interpreters that are present with you, you act so that the story follows its course, you start and finish chapters, seasons, you look for the scenography traveling around the world, and you shape your reality showing it to all those who want to see it.
Me: that’s how I feel
AM: and so, you do it. From your ninth dimension
I invite everyone to watch Matías’ video with the theme of the day.
Finally, I encourage everyone to engage in conversation with their own I Am, to listen to what we each have to say to each other. No one else but us can re-signify our own being