Me: knock, knock
AM: who is it?
Me: it’s me
AM: what are you looking for?
Me: you
AM: famous song in Spanish-speaking countries
Me: by a group of brothers who are Argentinian singers
AM: and it’s you?
Me: yes, I am.
AM: and what makes you answer that?
Me: the work done during this path, and especially in the last two years. With a lot of will to be able to do it
AM: on what basis do you support this?
Me: based on the fact that I have had different reactions and feelings along this path that has been transforming from just listening, to disbelief, to denial, to understanding, to comprehension, to responsibility and awareness of my actions, both those taken in the past, and their consequences, as well as those that I take every day on my path, but now from balance and awareness.
AM: and has your actions changed now?
Me: I perceive and feel this way. My decision making is based on my actions in balance, in consciousness. And this does not mean that I can make a mistake, but that this mistake is no longer an additional problem, an addition of incoherence and irresponsibility to the consequent action, but the complete understanding that is what must happen so that I can understand, comprehend, learn, integrate, and then try to transcend what is happening to me.
AM: and you feel more relaxed and calmer.
Me: Right. I feel more relaxed, a lot less moody. I understand and do not react explosively. I can speak up and explain my position. I can listen and understand the other person’s perspective. I can walk my way in a more placid way, safer for me.
AM: and how do you know that everything you do is in direct alienation with your essence?
Me: because in my actions taken, both my mind, my emotional part and my physical part are in harmony, I feel my whole being in balance. There is no dysfunctionality between them. There is a balance, and my words are coherent with what my mind, my heart, my whole body emanates. There is a vibration and energy transiting my body, my soul and my spirit, which gives me the guideline that this is how it should be, and there is my tranquility and peace of mind that I am complying with what my essence dictates me.
AM: and it is not a mirage?
Me: I do not stop to look outside. Only what I feel inside, so, if it is a mirage, it is mine.
AM: and what do you think makes you the way you are?
Me: what I am. I can’t think of it any other way. I look around me and we are all unique. Some show themselves more than others. But no one is the same. Therefore, I cannot look outside for I will never find all that I have inside me. There is no one equal to me. Therefore, I will not find outside what I must find in my being. And I feel that I have found it. I am happy to learn to see and feel myself in every step I take. And also learning the perspectives of those around me, because they allow me to know myself even more.
AM: that is to say that you already know who you are?
Me: but not completely. This makes it even more interesting. I surprise myself every day by knowing myself a little bit more. And I perceive that it will be like this forever.
AM: because everything is in you. Until eternity.
I invite everyone to watch Matias’ video with the theme of the day.
Finally, I encourage everyone to engage in conversation with their own I Am, to listen to what we each have to say to each other. No one else but us can re-signify our own being
El Arbol de la Vida - Tercer Ciclo 