AM: to experience. A word somewhat complicated to fully understand.
Me: depending on the sense that each one can give it, no doubt. In the good sense, obviously it means to be able to carry out actions that allow us to learn and become aware of what we are trying to know.
AM: as a child, you find yourself experimenting all the time, trying to learn things. You are a sponge absorbing all kinds of knowledge, taking actions, and seeing the reactions, and then learning to differentiate between what is good and what is bad, and thus taking the inherited patterns, understanding what to do to be loved and what not, and polishing acts to follow the path that has been defined for you.
Me: and there begin the first clashes between what my essence dictates versus what my inherited patterns dictate. Even without knowing that it is my essence that comes into conflict.
AM: it is more complex than that. In adolescence there is this quest to separate from parents, to have your own voice, to criticize everything they dictated and to embark on your chosen path per se. Even when in that search you conclude that what you really liked to do was what they had dictated.
Me: like everything else, there are patterns that can be good tools for us to use, and others that are not. Each one has its positive and negative aspects for each person. Nothing is so good or so bad, it just depends on the perception and satisfaction of each person.
AM: no doubt. What for you is a positive aspect, for someone else it may not be. For example, order and planning for you is pure satisfaction, but for another person it may be an extreme boredom, and it will be a very negative aspect in his life.
Me: and in order to understand it, we must look within ourselves, what dictates our essence, and from there to experience and capitalize on that learning in our life path.
AM: is the process that makes you feel that the path you are following is the right one. Although it is not so easy to find it.
Me: I understand that much has to do with the way we make the decision to experience.
AM: if the question is to experience from unconsciousness, imbalance, incoherence, then you will be adrift on the path to travel. Everything will be a chaotic ocean where the current will take you where you would never have wanted to go, and you will be submerged in the depths of your being, with little possibility of placing your will in trying to get out of there. Entering a vicious and labyrinthine circle, where the exit door is more and more distant and hidden.
Me: and it is there where the chosen cumin becomes more complicated to fulfill the purpose that we have decided to come to transit.
AM: there is a lot of it, yes, not being able to close the circle through which we decided to come to experience, precisely, in this third dimension. And it leads us to interrupt for a while the process of evolution and start again in another segment of our eternal life.
Me: Of course, in a next life. With another perspective.
AM: or with the same one, because you have not integrated and transcended what you had come to experience.
Me: to live the same?
AM: you remember the laws of the Universe, don’t you? It will bring to you again and again all that you have refused to learn, but that you have chosen to learn. That never changes. You can change your costume, for example, your body, your face, your name, who you relate to, but what you should have had to learn will be there showing itself over and over again, until you understand it, integrate it and transcend it.
Me: of course, I understand.
AM: and what are you experiencing today?
Me: as much as I can. I search within myself, and I put my will into trying to discover what my essence tells me I should experience. I have done a lot unconsciously, not knowing that it was my essence that was dictating to me, but today I feel it more clearly. Having studied, having pushed myself to travel around the world, having married Adriana and having formed the family I have, working where I am today, undertaking different activities, eating healthy, exercising my body to be in harmony with my mind, writing this blog, all part of the dictation of my essence.
AM: And what is this experimentation leaving you with?
Me: feeling good, feeling calm, perceiving that I am on the right path, the path chosen to walk this path.
AM: even when not everything is perfect?
Me: the perfect is in the imperfect, it is said.
AM: do you feel this way?
Me: I am experiencing it.
AM: you have left me speechless.
I invite everyone to watch the video of Matias with the theme of the day
Finally, I encourage everyone to engage in conversation with their own I Am, to listen to what we each have to say to each other. No one else but us can re-signify our own being