AM: Do you feel like a communicator?
Me: Oh, how difficult. I don’t think so.
AM: Why do you feel that way?
Me: because, even though I feel I have all the verbiage to speak well, with a wide range of vocabulary, of basic knowledge, of learning all the time, despite all this, I don’t feel I can reach others as I suppose I should be able to.
AM: and you feel responsible for that
Me: obviously. Not being able to understand another, and not being able to be understood by the other, in large part, is because I am not doing something right.
AM: we assume that doing things right or wrong is directly related to the perspective from which you look at it. And whether you do not understand the other person, or they do not understand you depends on an infinite number of factors, which cannot be generalized. For example, if you speak different languages, it is difficult to understand each other.
Me: Yes, of course. Likewise, I am referring to those around me, including my most intimate core, which is the one I know and understand the most. Even so, not everything is always so fluid.
AM: of course not, everyone is different, with different perspectives, different energies, different vibrations. Everything is different. There is no one, but no one, equal to another. You know that too.
Me: sometimes I forget. And that’s where the miscommunication appears.
AM: you don’t have to make demands on yourself either. You can’t be aware of everything all the time. You are human in the end. You must make mistakes in order to learn. You must experiment in order to know what you are and what you are not. What makes you good and what causes you problems. What allows you to communicate with others and what does not.
Me: I feel that being able to speak in a correct way, without much emphasis, with a calm tone, is what I find most effective in communicating correctly. The problem I have is that I don’t do it all the time.
AM; and that’s because…
Me: because of my impulsiveness. I burst out speaking all curt, like angry, even when I’m not. The thing about marking certain words louder than others, to give it the necessary importance, makes them feel like I’m challenging them or that I’m angry. Horrible.
AM: and what do you do about it?
Me: when I notice it, or they tell me, I take a breath, give myself a second, and start speaking in a softer tone, without over-emphasizing or gesturing too much. And the result is usually fantastic!
AM; and why don’t you do it more often?
Me: sometimes I think it’s because my essence is not like that.
AM: and why do you think that?
Me: I’m very deeply rooted in the combative theme. I feel comfortable with that. I can’t say why I feel I’ve always been that way. In my past lives, I sure was very combative. I must have experienced situations where I went very deeply through it. When I read the Gita, the first thing that happened to me is that I felt I was Arjuna, that combative Kshatriya who was Krishna’s friend and who based his whole life on being combative.
AM: everything is possible my friend. But the certainty of your speech is that this aspect is what you have come to work on this path to integrate it once and for all, after so many lives, and try to transcend it to continue your path.
I invite everyone to watch the video of Matías with the theme of the day.
Finally, I encourage everyone to engage in conversation with their own I Am, to listen to what we each have to say to each other. No one else but us can re-signify our own being
El Arbol de la Vida - Tercer Ciclo 